This is life

Assalamualaikum

Lama betol tak update blog ni. Busy mengalahkan perdana menteri lah katakan. Semenjak meningkat dewasa ni rasa macam malas sangat nak menaip nak membebel sebab dah ada benda lain yang boleh dijadikan tempat membebel antaranya ialah twitter. Twitter is my companion when I have no one to talk to. So I rather membebel in twitter dari dalam blog mihmih

So, now I dah masuk sem II untuk master ni and InsyaAllah this is my last semester. Please pray for me to grad on time, where on this coming May 2015, I will graduate for my master. Please please I'm begging to pray for me ^_^

Sekarang ni aku tengah busy sangat siapkan my dissertation for completing my master. Rasa macam nak menangis tonggang terbalik guling-guling atas jalan sebab nak derive satu equation tu memerlukan semangat yang jitu sebab terlalu susah. And I kene focus on the varieties of symbols so I tak careless bila derive. 

Once I got mistake to derive, there will become a big problem sebab sampai bawah semua akan salah. Time tu rasa macam nak renyuk-renyuk all the paper yang serabut tu T_T

Luckily, sem ni I cuma ada satu kelas where it just on Tuesday morning and Wednesday evening. So terlalu banyak masa untuk melagha eventhough I know I have to 'pulun' my dissertation very well. Sampaikan I boleh cakap, almost every week I hangout with my friends, went to shopping, karoking, layan movie, cuci mata cari suami, eh yang ni tipu je

Oh this is my life right now. 

Every week just attending my class, then go back home watching television, sleeping. ohh. yeaahhh all are bout for wasting my time. Seriously, I feel quite depressed for this sem, what's the reason pon I do not know, maybe I should let 'the feeling' go. 

Since I know I will become 24 years old this November, I have to become more matured. Tipu kalau I do not feel anything when looking most of my friends sekarang tengah counting days in getting married. Stress bila rasa macam aku ni macam xmampu je nak jadi orang lain. 

I'm so sad ;(