kdg2 hdup ni xcm yg kte sgka..
ad psg surut nyer,,,ad sday,,ad ktawa,,ad tgisan...
aq cm tu la...
kdg aq hepy,aq ktawa,aq gelak..
tp hakikatnyer..
aq memendam sejuta kesedihan...
sepnjang aq kt universiti...
aq survive sndry...
sket,pning,dmam,sday,kecewa..
aq hdapi sndry...
tade spe yg mmbantu...
ble aq sday...aq pndam..aq xckp ngn spe2..
ble2 aq sorg2..aq diam..
ble jmp kwn2 aq..aq cube jd seorg yg periang...
aq ktawa ngn dorg..aq gurw2...
mak ayah aq xpna col aq ke..tny aq shat ke x..
aq jeles tgk kwn2 aq..
mak ayah dorg slalu col dorg..
even nk tny da mkn lom...
tp aq...
aq mkn ke,sket perot ke...
aq sorg2 yg tgung....
aq pndam sgalenyer sndry....
aq xckp ngn spe2 pn....
tu la aq....
now ni..memg aq kesempitan wet...
wet bk byk nk kne bli...
wet kolej ag...
aq kne ikat perot nk survive...
bgini hdup aq ble kt cni..
da la aq xknal spe2 kt cni...
aq dok blik...
diam jer...
aq jrang ckp...
aq frust...tensyen..depressed!!!
mujurla aq ni bkn org yg ikot perasaan....
lw x msty aq da sesat now ni...
aq xtw nk ngadu kt spe...
sgale ape yg aq rse aq telan even phit sgt...
hny Tuhan yg tw perasaan ku.....
kt cni..
aq kne cry kwn bru yg ley get along ngn aq...
aq rndu kt arina,suhar,ismah.coot,ct,mun,timah,tehah,lily,syud..sume la...
rndu kt keriangan dorg....
aq kne create new life kt uitm...
da la aq kne brhadapan ngn dy..
aq jd xtnang..xtntram...
aq tkot..aq xsgup nk hdapi ag...
XSGUP!!
saba jela iza..ni dugaan...
ReplyDeleteaku pun kdg2 rse sorg2 je.
aku ni dala xramai kwn kat cfs dlu..
yg ade pun korg2 jela yg baik ngn aku..
kalau aku ditmpt ko pun ssah kot nk adapt new life n kwn2 yg perangai mcm2..rindu nk rumate ngn ko..;(.. smoge ko hadapi sgalenya kat sne dengan tabah.. fokus blaja ko je.. ingt x dlu kat cfs pun aku slalu seko2 je..dlm kls aku sorg je xde kwn..lame2 nnt msti ko boleh adapt kls sorg2 n akan ade kwn yg btl2 iklas kwn ngn ko..ambil mase sket la..tp aku pcye akan ade kwn yg perangai cm kwn2 kt uia..aku n kwn2 lain ttp kwn ko smpi ble2..chaiyok2!!<3